About my granny

I just heard from my sister, that our mom is at our granny's again. This time because she had called our mom and asked her to come help her. She wasn't able to get out of her bed or from the sofa, so she needed some help with living. Our mom didn't inform anyone about this trip either (not going to stress over that now, as at least she has been helping her own mom for a change).

So anyway, she is living at home and not feeling very well. She needs someone to be there 24/7. I believe that if all her children and her grandchildren would pitch in, we wouldn't need that much extra help. Unfortunately as I see it, we are going to need some extra help. I have been toying with the idea of moving there for a while, but I just don't see how could I. I would need to give away the apartment I am living in now, as I don't own this and I don't know how long I should stay there.

I would be able to be there as I work from home, so all I need with me is my laptop. But its just that I would have to put my life on hold yet again. It's been on hold for so long, that I think I might have forgot how to enjoy it. But anyways, I can't help but think how could I make it work. One good thing that came out of the way I was raised. I always try to think how could I help others and I respect my elders.

As I mentioned in a previous post, I am very protective of my nearest and dearest. I also would do pretty much anything they ask. I think my granny knows this, and thus has not yet asked me to come. Because if she asks me to move there, I will. But note, that it really does have to come from here and not from anyone else. I've been tricked one too many times with "she said, she wants, etc".