Going home

Unfortunately I have not been able to find a job or hubby from Canada, which means that I will have to go back to Finland. I know I still have two more months (exactly two months) before I have to go, but it still makes me sad. I have got the feeling that not all of my friends have been happy that I have had this opportunity to travel. To me all that matters is that if my friends are happy, I am happy for them. But this was not about that. This post is about going home. I so would love to stay here. 

No home sickness what so ever during my stay. I might be home sick when I go back to Finland. In a way it is good that I am going back, as I will be able to do my thesis and do the necessary seminars in the school and not online. I will be able to help my sister a bit and maybe help my aunt if she needs it. I already know where I want to move, when the opportunity comes. I think I will start sending applications to UK, US and Canada after I have graduated so I will have a chance to move abroad again. Now don't get me wrong, Finland is a great place to live and all. I just prefer at the moment to live in another country. 

I already have plans on staying with my sister at least till summer and move during the summer depending on if I find a job. If I do not find a job, then I will stay with my sister and try to save as much money as I can. This means that no holiday travels for me. I might travel to meet friends if I find good deals, but I will not travel for shopping. The more I save, the better. Then when I find a job, I might be able to buy my own apartment from the location where I find the job from. If I after that decided to move abroad, I can rent the apartment to someone and keep it as backup. The more I save, the less loan I need to take and shorter the pay back period. 

But now I need to try and enjoy the last two months that I have. I have had such a fun time the last 10 moths living here. I would recommend this experience visa to anyone who is able to get it. Can't wait what this year will bring me. I have been such a good girl and helped those who need me (babysat a cat, recommended a wedding place, baked for tons of people, etc) during the last year that something impossibly great must be on my way (according to Karma, I think). Although I have been blessed with amazing landlord already so maybe what is waiting for me is just something amazing.