I've been really busy for the few last weeks and am going to be really busy for the next month. I've been helping my sister in law with the bday party for my niece. Now I am at my granny's for few nights (well I will continue my way tomorrow). We were supposed to go to my niece's 3rd party at her granny's (@ my brother's dad's place), but she didn't feel so good. Almost the whole day again went by as she slept.
Her hart medication was doubled earlier this week. She still is not eating as much meds as some of her age. Her mind is still very sharp. So she is pretty healthy, but she is going down step by step. Today I made the dinner, for the first time, by myself I mean. Usually she takes part and helps out with smaller things. Today she didn't. I remember that in 2004 before I left to Florida, she made me promise that I wouldn't come to her funeral, if I was still in Florida. She didn't think she would have many years left. I said to her that she would at least see the decade end. Now I don't even comment on that subject.
We have been talking about her funerals (because all her siblings have died already and she is the oldest one), about what it should be like. As she doesn't want her funeral to be something what others want. She wants them to show what she used to be like. This all rose up, when her brother's funeral was more what the children wanted (small, brief and quiet) and not what he had been like (liked music and people).
Anyways.... Next I will go to help my sister with my niece's bday party. And no I am not repeating myself! They were born five days apart, in the same year. So in my future I see difficult decisions on whose graduation I am going to go. Unless I am able to make them celebrate at the same place ;)
I better go to bed now, as my thoughts are just rambling about nothing.
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